a must read

I had nothing to do one lonely saturday night down bonifacio high street in taguig city, metro manila..(yeah i am just being a little melodramatic here!) passed by fully booked and how can i resist when i am on a four storey all books bookstore! (yah kaya nga fully booked eh! u bookworms outhere...its the place to be). I totally fell in love with the place...and with starbucks on the fourth floor...it made me estatic, almost in heaven..knowing such heavenly place exist on earth..weee....

As usual i went to the "must reads" and i found the twilight novels... Just by looking at it made me very curious..well, could this be indeed a next blockbuster? The book is sold at an affordable price that made me buy the first three books... twilight, eclipse and new moon. I bought the novels without even knowing if it was worth every penny...

I started reading and i couldn't stop. it made me wonder: could a vampire empire coexist with every human?

i fell in love with every character in the novel...Who wouldnt fall in love with the character of Bella and Edward?

the love of Edward for Bella was so much that he would do every thing for her..Even wanting to let go so that Bella wouldnt even think of wanting to be a vampire too...

Bella's love for Edward. ..one knows it real and its deep but later, one you might ask..if it is, how come she is also in love with Jacob the werewolf?

i Love the cullens for sure.

There are the kind of conflicts one dosnt expect. And in these novels, it shall change one's idea of vampires...What if vampires really do exist.. What if we get to interact with them everyday without us knowing it. And what if we fall in love with one? hmmm... I could just imagine how disturbed Bella could be.

So if you guys fell like reading...grab a copy of one and start reading... trust me you wouldnt even wanna let go....i didnt.. three days, three books for me!

Soul Mate

They say I shan't look,
Soulmates come at the perfect opportune time.
I waited in vain,
Falling in love hoping it was you.

Mistaken, I continued to believe in you,
Believing that I just haven't found you yet.
All the pain I had to go through,
Wanted me to realize that maybe you weren't real.

I was born to believe in soulmates,
One who will love you despite and inspite of.
I always thought I have met the one,
Only to feel otherwise.

I invested too much time and love
On someone who was never mine.
I looked too far, and too hard,
Forgetting that maybe you were just near.

Soulmates they say are angels,
Angels who are tasked to bring light.
On a cloudy and gloomy day,
And to stay forever.

You came at my darkest hour,
I never believed it at first.
But you held on,
Comforted me through my ordeal.

You were more than just an angel,
You went beyond what I had expected of you.
You gave me every reason to smile,
To believe that soulmates do exist.

today...

Wednesday. July 2, 2008
Nothing really special happened today...
I happened to be so damn angry about the stupid driver of YBL bus number 1955 from Gensan. It was supposed to be a 2stop bus but yeah it eventually ended with almost 20 stops!!!Damn. I ended up with a terrible headache!
Aside from that la na...hehhehe...
I was staring at numbers the whole day and it makes me sick to the stomach...hehhehe...hope i can finish the task at hand the soonest but of course I do not want a sloppy result...

Got to rest now....tomorrows yet another day....

I tried...

I tried to close my eyes, But yet its you who fills my vision. Visions of a lovely sunset, Of which a beautiful angel smiled lovingly at me. I tried to open my heart to someone else, Thought of the possibility of a loving relationship. But it ended up in a wrathing comparison, Caused it seemed that you own every single space. I tried to hate you, Believing that when I do, i'll end up forgetting you. But yet each memory of pain and the tears you have caused me I still end up longing for your kiss. Long lonely nights I've cried and I've tried, Tried so hard to take control of my heart. Believing that my pain would go, If i would let go of you. Honestly I did try, I tried so hard when my angel whispered: " HE LOVES YOU! WHY DONT YOU TRY BELIEVING?" --------JAE, 2004

IRRITATION EARLY MORNING

TODAY’S HEADLINE…

I had the newspaper early on in my hands but I got really irritated that I threw it away… what irritated me on today’s headlines???


THE SO-CALLED RICE SHORTAGE

…its on national tv everyday…people lining up for the NFA rice for a kilo of rice for as early as 5 am… But did you also know that farmers are lining up for rice millers and traders in order to sell their palay? This month is harvest month and we are expected to increase rice production by a larger percentage… Something that “might” eventually reduce the price of rice… but this is the ideal..this is what might happen….EVENTUALLY IT WONT… TRADERS/MILLERS are not purchasing the palays sold by the farmers for fear that they will be raided by the National Bureau of Investigation or the Department of Justice….Where is justice in that?!!!!! When all this sacks of palay may have been able to feed countless of Filipinos…now they are left in the hands of farmers to decay…to go to waste….Can you see the logic in this???? I am no one …I am not an expert on this but all I can say now is…ISN’T THIS ALL A PART OF GRAND CONSPIRACY ? RICE CARTEL? THAT INDEED NOW THE PHILIPPINES IS DICTATING THE PRICE OF RICE IN THE WORLD MARKET?!!!!! SIMPLE ECONOMICS..ONE CREATES THE DEMAND AND IF THE SUPPLY IS NOT ENOUGH …VOILA…SHORTAGE! WHEN SUPPLY BECOMES AVAILABLE…U THREATEN SUPPLIERS AGAINST HOARDING… SHORTAGE REMAINS.. AND THE PRICE? IT CONTINUES TO RISE!!!


THE BORACAY INCIDENT…

…. A troop of Boracay visitors was stranded in the Manila Domestic Airport for hours.. including the presidential daughter.. while the rest waited in vain the luckiest daughter was hauled out of the airport via a helicopter ride to God knows where…
….My point is.. whether Ms Arroyo was hauled out of the airport to Boracay or to anywhere else..hey that is taxpayer’s money!!! So many are hungry yet just because Miss Arroyo is holed up at the airport for hours…the government is willing to spend thousands of pesos just to end her ordeal…what a lucky girl…I NEED NOT SAY ANYTHING MORE….

GLOBAL WARMING...CLIMATE CHANGE

IT IS SO HOT... FUNNY THING IS LAST WEEK I WAS IN MANILA AND MY GOODNESS IT IS SOOOOOOO HOT THAT I HAD TO TAKE A BATH THE LEAST WAS THREE TIMES IN A DAY BUT STILL IT WAS HOT. I MIGHT HAVE DRANK A BARREL OF COKE TO REFRESH MYSELF BUT THEN I WAS THIRSTY ALL THE TIME..

WENT TO THE MALL TO EVENTUALLY HAVE A COOLER SURROUNDING BUT YET IT WAS CROWDED.. AND THE TRAVEL WAS LONG AND HOT.... WE HAD TO TAKE THE MRT PERO PUNUAN DIN... MAYBE EVERYONE WAS THINKING OF THE SAME THING... COOL ONESELF IN THE MALL....

WHEN I TEXTED SOME OF MY FRIENDS IN THE PROVINCE...I WAS SHOCKED TO LEARN THAT THE RAIN HASN'T STOPPED FOR DAYS.. I WISH I WAS HOME AT THAT VERY MOMENT...


Sobrang init talaga and through the years..it seems to get hotter every summer. It wasnt as hot as today when i was younger.. i didn't know climate also evolves.. and eventually it had.. a year ago, in my province, at least three people died of heat stroke... whoever thought... that people can die from extreme heat from the sun?

I browsed my friends picture who was from canada and i saw that the it is still snowing....funny..yeah funny but definitely ALARMING!!!! i just cant imagine what kind of summer my children might experience... I used to love summer...lounging by the beach... spending it playing around with kids my age... sleeping my heart out... but i know it will never be the same.. i eventually wouldnt want my kids to play by the beach when it is about 40 degrees hot...no way...

and at the rate it is going now.. it will eventually get hotter....whew!!!!!!!!!!!

Yet, there is no one to blame but us! we have continually abused mother nature and now it is all coming back at us... Nature at its WORST... wat can we do?

DRAMA NG TOTOONG BUHAY

HERE WE GO AGAIN...At the crossroad of yet another power struggle...at the verge of yet ousting another president...

If i am the Filipino People ...i wouldnt allow such to happen. I do not want yet another people power and unsit the president. I do not want to commit the same mistake that exactly put President Arroyo in that very same position. I do not want that the "should be" president in case, Arroyo steps down will have so much "utang na loob" and appoint all those who put him in power. I share the same conviction as Senator Gordon..."whatever we do we can never stop corruption in government...the system itself is already corrupt" actually vaer corrupted... i do not know if there is still some morality in this institution... sorry for those who are not but a mistake of the few...the whole organization is at stake (di nga lang few eh..)

DON'T GET ME WRONG.READ ON...

Yes, i do believe that the first couple is guilty as hell. There may be no sufficient evidence to back up allegations but anyway...who needs evidence in corruption? The Arroyo's are not stupid as Erap to leave evidence for people like the opposition to find...Of course they cleaned up a long time ago...(Marcos corruption cases with the PCGG had been dismissed due to this... because he was intelligent enough to clean up the mess!)

Jun Lozada is NO HERO! Yes, i had been an ardent viewer of this reality show called "NBN-ZTE Senate Hearing" I've watched patiently and listended to every word people has to say... I know i am not an authority to judge character...but as simple as I am.. by how consistently he answers the questions without batting an eyelash... I know.. HE IS DEFINETLY TELLING THE TRUTH. He gave up so much for the TRUTH...put his life and family on the line and hey...he actually asked the people to forgive him for he was once one of "them"...Whew that was some courage. The government was definetly fast to file cases of corruption against him... how about the others who was greedier than him? Jun Lozada is one perfect epitome of "moderate greed"..hahaha..

I have had so much respect for PNP Chief Gen Razon... but now... i do not know anymore. That leaves me thinking..."HOW POWERFUL ARROYO IS... THAT PEOPLE JUST GAMBLE WITH THEIR CREDIBILITY and how far this people are willing to go just to battle it out with arroyo" (Naisip ko tuloy...WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS? GOSHH..kaya lumalaki ulo coz she knows there will always be people who would cover up for her.)

UNITY WALKS... what does Arroyo want that for? It came out from the mouths of cabinet secretaries themselves... The people who are at the rallies is not representative of the 93 million filipinos.. And same should go to this congressmen and lgu officers...They also are not representative of the 93 million filipinos. Their opinion is definitely not the opinion of "us". Their opinion is dependent on the release of "pork barrel", "ERA" and other "Benefits" which may come in handy especially on times like this... Of course, if I am one of them... would i sacrifice this " fund release" just because of my conviction??? OF COURSE NO...Not now when the 2010 national election is just around the corner.

I personally may not be for yet another people power but surely I want Arroyo to be accountabe... I WANT AN IMPEACHMENT PROCEEDING materialize in the senate. Now that is another reality show to watch out for...another blockbuster...but that is yet to uncover looks like the writers (congressmen) are on strike..they do not want that pencil to write a single word tothat story..

But after all this bruhahaha... i feel sorry for those

• who are yet to beg in order that they may eat...
• To shelter themselves under the trees of baywalk, because they are homeless...
• the Sumilao farmers, who worked all their life had tilled the land yet today cannot harvest any.
• the victims of the current floods in the Bicol Region (their local leaders are in malacanang doing their stupid unity walk)
• the 2008 graduating class who shall be out there soon looking for .

The government is not GLORIA MACAPAGAL ARROYO. The government is for the people, by the people.. After all if it is not for the money we pay (As much as we would have wanted to take a bigger net take home pay!) for taxes this "greedy ones" may not be anything....they could not be living in posh villages and driving luxury cars. Doesn't it that this elected officials should owe their "utang na loob" to the millions of people who voted for them? Where have all our values gone?

TO THE ELECTED OFFICIALS SIMPLY I SAY .... SHAME ON YOU!!REALLY----SHAME ON YOU ALL!

i forgot....

i always said that i'd be faithful to this blog ....uh oh....i cannot and wasn't able to keep a simple promise....it had been months since the last entry and i'm kinda feeling a tiny weensy guilty about it...

its just that sometimes i can never find the time...when i get home i feel tired and i just wanna head straight to the sack until the next day... yah yah...i know its kinda boring but thats how my life had been for the last two years...same routine everyday and what makes me smile went back to basics....gone were the gimmicks till the wee hours of the morning...(i still do occassionally...mind you i get sleepy at midnight, when during the gimmick days everything just starts to fell into place at midnight...hmmmm) am i really getting to old?
Duringl my pencil pushing days, i ran out of allowance because of parties here and there and now i still ran out of money but my room is packed with stuff...(that i think i need a garage sale real fast..)

back to my blogging...uhmmm wer was i? am i really getting that old? huh i cant even afford to write a simple blog about how my day was....yayay!!

i'l try though...thoughts...opinions...movie/tv sitcom reviews...(im keeping my fingers crossed!)

and when you do drop by...say hi...puhllllezzz...so i'll know.....thanks.....see yah around and GOD BLESS 2008!