South Cotabato at a Glance

I had been travelling these part of the world so many times that I sometimes forget to look at the scenery in front of me. I was too busy with my life that I tend to forget the beauty that sorrounds me...

Lately, i indulge myself to this wonders and here i am wanting to share with you the wonders that sorrounds me...

PARTING TIME

Moving on to another chapter of one's life had never been easy. Well, i used to the routine of leaving and starting over again. Well, i guess this time it was a totally different story. I am never good at goodbyes.

My RBTI story had been a rollercoaster of emotions. People close to me knew what the hell I had to go through. It was of pains, disappointment and unacceptance. It took me long to finally earn the respect and the friendship of everyone. Me and my usual bubbly self...I finally learned to let loose and be friends with everyone around. Like i care about the criticisms. What matters was I did what was expected of me. And I am glad that today, my big boss finally appreciated what I had done for the past three years.

But its not about the accomplishments and the praises for a job well done. But its about the relationships that I had built. The friendship that had flourished over the years. It was not all laughters that we shared. We had disagreements but what mattered was we all were friends at the end of the day.

To everyone from my RBTI family. I THANK YOU...

.....for the healthy laughters...and the tears as well...

.....for the praises for a job well done...

.....for the pounds i gained because of non stop eating...

.....for the criticisms because it made me stronger and gave me strength to do better...

..... for the nonstop intrigahan...

..... for the inspiration...

.....for everything...

I shall forever treasure in my heart all the memories we shared...and I shallcarry in my heart every little piece of memory where ever I am. I am a better person because I had met you in this lifetime.

Parting time, I realized is sad.. It is heart breaking. But whats more important is the footprints that you had left behind. It is about knowing that somehow you touched other people's lives by simply being you...that somehow you know they will miss you too.

a must read

I had nothing to do one lonely saturday night down bonifacio high street in taguig city, metro manila..(yeah i am just being a little melodramatic here!) passed by fully booked and how can i resist when i am on a four storey all books bookstore! (yah kaya nga fully booked eh! u bookworms outhere...its the place to be). I totally fell in love with the place...and with starbucks on the fourth floor...it made me estatic, almost in heaven..knowing such heavenly place exist on earth..weee....

As usual i went to the "must reads" and i found the twilight novels... Just by looking at it made me very curious..well, could this be indeed a next blockbuster? The book is sold at an affordable price that made me buy the first three books... twilight, eclipse and new moon. I bought the novels without even knowing if it was worth every penny...

I started reading and i couldn't stop. it made me wonder: could a vampire empire coexist with every human?

i fell in love with every character in the novel...Who wouldnt fall in love with the character of Bella and Edward?

the love of Edward for Bella was so much that he would do every thing for her..Even wanting to let go so that Bella wouldnt even think of wanting to be a vampire too...

Bella's love for Edward. ..one knows it real and its deep but later, one you might ask..if it is, how come she is also in love with Jacob the werewolf?

i Love the cullens for sure.

There are the kind of conflicts one dosnt expect. And in these novels, it shall change one's idea of vampires...What if vampires really do exist.. What if we get to interact with them everyday without us knowing it. And what if we fall in love with one? hmmm... I could just imagine how disturbed Bella could be.

So if you guys fell like reading...grab a copy of one and start reading... trust me you wouldnt even wanna let go....i didnt.. three days, three books for me!

Soul Mate

They say I shan't look,
Soulmates come at the perfect opportune time.
I waited in vain,
Falling in love hoping it was you.

Mistaken, I continued to believe in you,
Believing that I just haven't found you yet.
All the pain I had to go through,
Wanted me to realize that maybe you weren't real.

I was born to believe in soulmates,
One who will love you despite and inspite of.
I always thought I have met the one,
Only to feel otherwise.

I invested too much time and love
On someone who was never mine.
I looked too far, and too hard,
Forgetting that maybe you were just near.

Soulmates they say are angels,
Angels who are tasked to bring light.
On a cloudy and gloomy day,
And to stay forever.

You came at my darkest hour,
I never believed it at first.
But you held on,
Comforted me through my ordeal.

You were more than just an angel,
You went beyond what I had expected of you.
You gave me every reason to smile,
To believe that soulmates do exist.

today...

Wednesday. July 2, 2008
Nothing really special happened today...
I happened to be so damn angry about the stupid driver of YBL bus number 1955 from Gensan. It was supposed to be a 2stop bus but yeah it eventually ended with almost 20 stops!!!Damn. I ended up with a terrible headache!
Aside from that la na...hehhehe...
I was staring at numbers the whole day and it makes me sick to the stomach...hehhehe...hope i can finish the task at hand the soonest but of course I do not want a sloppy result...

Got to rest now....tomorrows yet another day....

I tried...

I tried to close my eyes, But yet its you who fills my vision. Visions of a lovely sunset, Of which a beautiful angel smiled lovingly at me. I tried to open my heart to someone else, Thought of the possibility of a loving relationship. But it ended up in a wrathing comparison, Caused it seemed that you own every single space. I tried to hate you, Believing that when I do, i'll end up forgetting you. But yet each memory of pain and the tears you have caused me I still end up longing for your kiss. Long lonely nights I've cried and I've tried, Tried so hard to take control of my heart. Believing that my pain would go, If i would let go of you. Honestly I did try, I tried so hard when my angel whispered: " HE LOVES YOU! WHY DONT YOU TRY BELIEVING?" --------JAE, 2004

IRRITATION EARLY MORNING

TODAY’S HEADLINE…

I had the newspaper early on in my hands but I got really irritated that I threw it away… what irritated me on today’s headlines???


THE SO-CALLED RICE SHORTAGE

…its on national tv everyday…people lining up for the NFA rice for a kilo of rice for as early as 5 am… But did you also know that farmers are lining up for rice millers and traders in order to sell their palay? This month is harvest month and we are expected to increase rice production by a larger percentage… Something that “might” eventually reduce the price of rice… but this is the ideal..this is what might happen….EVENTUALLY IT WONT… TRADERS/MILLERS are not purchasing the palays sold by the farmers for fear that they will be raided by the National Bureau of Investigation or the Department of Justice….Where is justice in that?!!!!! When all this sacks of palay may have been able to feed countless of Filipinos…now they are left in the hands of farmers to decay…to go to waste….Can you see the logic in this???? I am no one …I am not an expert on this but all I can say now is…ISN’T THIS ALL A PART OF GRAND CONSPIRACY ? RICE CARTEL? THAT INDEED NOW THE PHILIPPINES IS DICTATING THE PRICE OF RICE IN THE WORLD MARKET?!!!!! SIMPLE ECONOMICS..ONE CREATES THE DEMAND AND IF THE SUPPLY IS NOT ENOUGH …VOILA…SHORTAGE! WHEN SUPPLY BECOMES AVAILABLE…U THREATEN SUPPLIERS AGAINST HOARDING… SHORTAGE REMAINS.. AND THE PRICE? IT CONTINUES TO RISE!!!


THE BORACAY INCIDENT…

…. A troop of Boracay visitors was stranded in the Manila Domestic Airport for hours.. including the presidential daughter.. while the rest waited in vain the luckiest daughter was hauled out of the airport via a helicopter ride to God knows where…
….My point is.. whether Ms Arroyo was hauled out of the airport to Boracay or to anywhere else..hey that is taxpayer’s money!!! So many are hungry yet just because Miss Arroyo is holed up at the airport for hours…the government is willing to spend thousands of pesos just to end her ordeal…what a lucky girl…I NEED NOT SAY ANYTHING MORE….